2 days.

The time it takes me to feel less edgy and grumpy. 

4 days. 

The amount of time it takes me before I don’t reach for my phone constantly to check for updates. 

2 days. 

The number of times I opened my laptop for work – on the plane there, once for a team check-in. 

Dozens. 

The number of slack messages I left unread or marked unread to go back to later. 

To be honest, it’s tremendously hard for me to shift into vacation mode as a business owner. It has nothing to do with my team or the work I know they do behind the scenes. It’s a constant feeling of responsibility that’s ingrained in me. 

You know what helps? 

5 

The number of people I love on vacation with me. 

10 

The number of days I had with people I love. 

8 

The number of dinner reservations, so I didn’t have to worry about dinner. 

Thousands 

The number of times I laughed, smiled, or felt grateful for small moments. 

Every time I was tempted to work, open my laptop, worry about numbers, contracts, or people to serve, all I had to do was look around. There was too much to miss. I can only continue to serve, help others, make a difference, and spread love and awareness in the world if I rest. I am constantly telling others that self-preservation is non-negotiable. This week, I engaged in self-preservation. For myself, my family, and people I love to serve. 

I cannot wait to launch into April, restored and ready for our first conference. If you’re ready to work with us in 2026, we can’t wait to meet!

P.S. The Fall Conference dates are locked in! October 15-16, 2926 at Brasada Ranch in Eastern Oregon. Join our waitlist today!